looking down from the 3rd floor window by la-fee-de-morte, literature
Literature
looking down from the 3rd floor window
it occurs to us that we are sick.
sick.
it occurs to us that we should like some pastries.
flaky with a fruit filling.
it occurs to us that if they knew, we would be finished.
we are starving.
we are sick.
it occurs to us that our heart keeps beating against our will.
it occurs to us that we enjoy the empty feeling in our stomach, though it
grumbles, complains, whines, moans, pains.
it occurs to us that sitting with legs crossed at the knee is unhealthy.
we sit seiza in public, though.
it occurs to us that we shouldn't enjoy looking at the scars on our arm so much.
that we shouldn't enjoy putting them there at all.
sick.
we are so sick.
it oc
When I First Met You by la-fee-de-morte, literature
Literature
When I First Met You
When I First Met You
“We're probably gonna die here.”
I glance at her, the amazing little ball of sunshine, with a look that could peel paint off the wall, if there's any left on the charred remains of the buildings we're hiding between. The entire city was firebombed three days ago; that was the last we've seen of anything human besides each other.
“You know, you don't have to be so damn negative about it,” I answer back bitterly, tearing my eyes away from her unapologetic, expressionless face. She's always like that. Stone cold, unfeeling. I don't blame her, though. It's probably the only way she can get by. The o
Death
As soon as she saw his body, broken and crumpled lying limp on the floor, she stopped short, unable to move. A shuddering gasp wracked her lungs, and suddenly she found herself dashing forward and sliding along the ground. All around her the building was steadily collapsing; an iron beam collided with the ground just as she reached his body.
It was worse than she'd thought. His eyes were barely open, the slit of green flickering in and out as he blinked wearily. Severe trauma to his neck and chest left pools of dark crimson on the floor, seeping into the fabric of her pants.
She cradled his face in her hands. "I love you," she sai
Sex
"Sex," he moaned, slumping down to the concrete and leaning against the foot high barrier that separated him from the pavement 40 stories below, "I need sex."
Beside him, Mira paused in adjusting her sniper rifle to deliver a quality stare. "You haven't slept for two days straight," she said, "and in those two days, you've eaten enough food to sustain a small third world country."
Corinth looked up at her. "Yeah?"
"And you need sex."
"...Yeah?"
She gave a snort of disgust. "You don't need sex, you need a brain transplant," she stated.
Corinth laughed. "Sex, sleep, and food, honey," he said, "that's all I need. I'm not gettin
The Lidocaine Diaries by la-fee-de-morte, literature
Literature
The Lidocaine Diaries
"I never was an angry kid."
You'll say that to yourself about...5 or 6 times a day. Each time, it heralds an inevitable half an hour reflection on everything that's happened up to now. Everything that's made you what you are. And what are you? It always comes down to that. What are you? Who are you? These things plague your mind like maggots on carrion.
You never could find your pulse. Those middle school days, where health class substituted in for 50 minutes of throwing rubber balls at people who may as well have killed your family, for all the force you use. Where they thought it'd be fun to teach you how to find your pulse. You never cou
III
The smile that lit up Cassidy's face warmed Leigh to his soul. It was a look he immediately treasured and hoped to see more of in the future. "It won't be easy," Cassidy warned. "I never assumed this would be easy."
Leigh snorted. "To the contrary," he said, playfully flicking Cassidy in the forehead. "If you're involved, it's bound to be as simplistic as possible."
It took a moment before Cassidy narrowed his eyes. "Did you just call me mentally deficient?" he asked.
Leigh's eyes widened. "Oh, no," he said dramatically, "you must be evolving faster than I thought if you understood that one."
"Asshole," Cassidy huffed, before br